Random Blabber about Love
Posted on Dec 25th, 2007
by 
*Benjamin
*Benjamin
Random thoughts...I really don't know what anything is for, all I know is that Love is the only thing that seems real. Everything else is details...My heart has been dead for a while, only to be revived every now and again by some seemingly random event that will come my way...Can anyone relate to a state of complete vulnerability...being completely open is difficult, eh?...Sometimes it is difficult keep going....Purpose and meaning are hard because they are not really in this world. This world that appears to be out there already in and of itself means nothing. It is the love that we as human beings bring into this world from the very depths of what we really are that brings about meaning and purpose and fulfillment. When the human heart doesn't develop, the result is the world that we currently live in. It is confusion and it is darkness...Love is the light of the world, it is God. I think Jesus said that God = Love. It is not that God is some loving, caring being somewhere. It is that God is Love itself. And so is every single person on this planet, because really, that is all a soul is...The perfection of God...Seemingly encased in form...The tricky part appears to be bringing that soul alive somehow...It is difficult...
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July 2008 
Dear Benjamin,
Hi. The things you are expressing will help others, so hang in there.
Oh yes. I feel what you've been through. It is not to different from my experience. At one point, I head a voice tell me, here come the tears. And yep, I cried a whole bunch ever since. The situation of life is just very poignant to me. I love humanity. I don't want humanity to be so lost.
I agree, love is IT. And I am trying, in my way, and with help, to interest people more in love. And in relationship. Wish us luck! - Amadon
Haven't been online in a while…but it is good to hear from you…I think the whole struggle (for me at least) is trying to express what is happening inside in a way that is useful and helpful to humanity. My heart (re)opened long ago, and there is just so much energy pouring through most of the time. I don't know what to do, so like I just mentioned in the most recent blog written, I often find myself singing loudly or shouting “I am a mighty soul!!!!” and then if someone happens to glance at me, I smile and say “And so are you!!!” It is good to know that you and beings like yourself are on the planet and awake enough to cut through the crap and get straight to the point, which is and always will be LOVE.Thanks for the encouragement….Much Love,Benjamin