Wow,
what a long time between blogs...I have been preparing to take off to the Yucatan to see the Mayan Ruins and live with the Mayans for a while.  Then I want to swing through Central and South America, met a few shaman, and then come back and perhaps start my delayed life as a teacher/artist/writer.  Waldorf Teacher Education in Oregon sounds pretty amazing...Anyone out there know more about it?  I think I'll do that...eventually...but for right now, I am packing and ready to go to Mexico and beyond...
LOVE LOVE LOVE

This may be a dramatic overstatement...and actually, I know it is, but I have come across quite a few beings from older generations seem to have been dulled by the world...It is like we start out with this great idealism that comes from a higher part of us (our higher or "authentic self", perhaps) and then we make compromise after compromise with the world just so we can fulfill our own needs.  I know that sounds judgemental, and I will be the first to say that I have done this to an extent and I beat myself up for doing so...I want to help create a beautiful, wonderful future for all of Life, I want to help Life evolve.  I know I'm not alone, and I know that these next few years on earth are going to be very interesting to say the least...I just want to run into more people in person that share this feeling of being responsible for creating the future of life and are enthusiastically willing and able to carry forth this mission.  It is amazing to be able to connect with people on this site, and pretty much all of them share this idealism.  I guess I just want to get started doing...Man, I am restless....

It is time to get excited about consciously creating the future on earth and beyond...carrying forth the evolution of life itself..No turning back...Full steam ahead...time for us to save the world!!!
A lot of enthusiasm, I know.  I am just so excited and I want to do something, and I don't know what...

Been through 3 dark nights of soul
Just can't seem to give up my illusion of control
God keeps whispering into my heart
Will I ever surrender
And learn to play my part?

Today was fun...I picked dandelion leafs and fresh lettuce from my garden and made an immune system-boosting salad...Then I did a workout that kicked my ass physically and spiritually...It's called the 300 workout...It took me like 15 minutes, but I was dead afterward...I also saw purple/indigo projected everywhere I looked...I like when this happens...Right now I am working on my powerpoint and blueprints for a healing center and integral gym...Keep vibrating my lovely beings, and I will see you when it is time....

No Agenda
Living Moment to Moment
I surrender
All actions and thoughts
Back to the Silence
From which they came.

I want to begin construction on a real integral community within the next 3-5 years....That means schools, healing centers, sustainable living, solar power, Arts & Music, Greenhouses, orchards, organic farming...I have it all plotted out...There just needs to be a lot of passionate, loving, conscious beings to make it happen...The plan is to buy a plot of farmland in Missouri and go from there..If you are interested, please let me know....Everyone brings some unique gift to the world, and if we unite we can create something beautiful for the benefit of everyone...We could help end slavery with this kind of thing...We could end poverty, we could end homelessness...Let's do it!!!!  Give me a holler if you are interested...seriously...

You are carrying forth the evolution  
Of life on a cosmic scale
That is how important you are
It can be scary at first
But then there's rebirth
And everything that follows
Has never been rehearsed
It's a mystery, and you get to live it
Far from a burden, its a privelege

Be grateful and know
You carry evolutionary flow
Inside you...if you just let go
Its time to let the masses know
That being human is extremely powerful

Consciousness raised to a whole new level  
Soul Colliding with brave new thoughts
My very being transformed into unimaginable shapes and colors
I feel new to this world, to existence
Reborn, so world be warned
I refuse to give in or be constrained by
preconceived limits of what
can and cannot be.
I'm finally free.

Funny words  
Switch 'em around  
Upside Down  
A big difference between
Being self-centered
And being centered in your self
Your true self
About all material riches,
The greatest wealth  
To be of your true beautiful nature
A light shining for all to see and feel
To help others wake up to the real
To drop this veil, this big illusion
All the confusion
Just disappears
And then...
There you are, as you always have been.