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*Benjamin : Heartflow *Benjamin's Profile

*Benjamin Hartson

is 
Chilling out and re-committing...

Title: Heartflow

Gender: Male

Age: Ageless

Sun Sign: Libra

Chinese Sign: Water Dog

Location: Fairfield, IA

About Me:

Born and raised in Iowa City, IA.  From the age of 7 I was anxious and depressed and confused about life.  By 13, it was all out existential angst - a lot of therapy and crying.  I managed to find refuge by writing, drawing, and exercising (basketball, weights).  I now know that I am an Indigo/Crystal child and I am learning to accept the sensitivity that comes with it and see it as a great blessing instead of a sign of weakness as we males are told in today's culture.  I got into meditation in college and had a huge moment of surrender…it was so beautiful.  I literally fell to my knees and cried tears of joy…since then, I have gone through what we call the dark night of the soul, and I am currently learning to be comfortable with my level of uncomfortabilty.  I feel like I am just learning how to really be integrated into this world.  Its a weird stage, but I am honored to be a part of this community and it is a comfort to know that there are so many people out there that are open and supportive.  It warms my heart, so thank all of you and may LOVE guide you all your life.


Member Since: Thursday, July 12 2007

Last Visit: 4 days ago.

Profile Viewed: 594 times (last viewed less than a minute ago)

Things *Benjamin Loves

Goals

  • Love and Be Loved.
  • To evolve spiritually...
  • To surrender completely
  • To be in a constant state of awe
  • To make a mime talk while he/she is on duty
  • To help wake people up
  • To hug 1,000,000 people
  • To arm wrestle the Dalai Lama
  • Just walk up and kiss a complete stranger
  • Help people achieve a better quality of life
  • Help people be in their hearts
  • Start a revolution
  • Bail a stranger out of jail
  • Enlightenment....I guess
  • Pinch Desmond Tutu's cheeks
  • Be Happy
  • Raise $100,000 for street children of Peru
  • Help free all slaves (of any kind)
  • Feed anyone who needs food
  • Turn Dick Cheney into a human being
  • Laugh everyday for at least an hour
  • Raise $3 million for Free the Slaves
  • All beings everywhere happy and free...
  • To Be in my Heart Always
  • be unconditionally loving
  • Celebrate Life Everyday
  • Bike Across America
  • Unite fellow indigos and help start the r(evolution)
  • Live in a redwood tree
  • Fly (literally)
  • Start a completely integrated spiritual community in Missouri
  • Get my master's degree in human services/community development
  • Become certified teacher and fitness/nutrition trainer
  • Get P.h. D in human services (non-profit organizations)
  • Get Social Worker's license
  • Smile everyday for the rest of my life
  • Laugh everyday for the rest of my life
  • Raise $2,000 to get my sister out of credit card debt
  • Start an integral school
  • Walk a city block on my hands
  • Publish my little tarot book

My Friends:

*Benjamin has many friends!
18 of them are here at Gaia

Lynx : being
being
Carolyn : Passionflower
Passionflower
Laura : language fool
language fool
Amadon : Love is
Love is
Sylvia : Spiritual healer
Spiritual healer
Sol : Crow Rising
Sol
Crow Rising
Soundjourney : Messenger
Messenger
Gien : yogic musician
yogic musician
Lucreatia : Sadness
Sadness
uber runner : student
student
Gaia Team : Gaia Team
Gaia Team
John : Dominant Muse
Dominant Muse
Oscar39 : Living in the Light
Living in the Light
Kwesi : a beautiful alchemist
a beautiful alchemist
liam : love is god
love is god
Union : Lover
Lover
Shannon : Adventure Monkey
Adventure Monkey

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